I just keep praying...I know the Lord can take my pain away physically and emotionally..and I keep praying...I know he'll provide for Joel and I and not let us go without but I HAVE to fully trust him...I keep praying that this week will be so wonderful that last week will just be a distant hill and not this avalanche falling on my heart....I keep praying that everyone will see the truth in every situation and whether they do or not-thats ok because I'm strong enough to handle it and know God knows the truth...I keep praying that no matter what family members leave me by choice or friends that I won't dwell on it but see what I've got left...like the ones I work with....And also I keep praying that no matter how awefully hard things get...I remember...if your pleasing the world your not pleasing God...if most are against you...your probably on track

As Always,
Joel and Victoria